I'm a teenager going through some family s**** and I don't know what to do.?

I'm sorry 2 hear that :(. I'm 18 and i've been through alot too. It was realy difficult, but i got through it. Just get through it and try realy hard to get good grades in school so you don't have to be like your parents. I didn't realize how many people were there for me until later in life. My parents are divoriced, and its a struggle but its going to be okay, i promise. I would just stay away from your mom until she gets better, it won't last forever. My mom was amazing, unless she would drink. Then, she would be out all day until the next day and stay with other men, but when she wouldnt drink, i know everything would be okay. I don't know how old you are, but most of this started when i was 8 and my brother did drugs, sold drugs, grew drugs, it was very scary... But its over now and hes in college. Just stick in there, and before you know it it will be over with and you will have your own family to love and care for so you dont have to take the same path as your parents. Please, don't try to commit suicide, once your in the position, you will change your mind very quickly, and it might be too late. I got through alot in chatrooms. I was a more popular girl at school, so it was immposible to talk to anyone without everyone hearing it. Your family loves you, they realy do!!! It's a hard time for them, and they will get over it. Trust me :D :D :D :D :D I hope you feel better, all you have to do is work with what you have, and even start your own little buisness like i did! When I was 11, i started my own homeade dog treat buisness! It was during the climax of my life, and this realy distracted me and made me happy.